sometimes human are really realistic especially when grown up..once we got mature we are supposingly start to think wider..the thing around u..event going on..and the most important ppl around u ..this is how i trust thats the way of how a human grow ..but reality do not happen that way ..when we grow older..we start to think all for ourself..and onli yourself..there is not anymore hero story ppl sacrificing themself for the sake for others..all this is bull shit now anymore..even now u go outside telling people that ur dear is in danger and u would sacrifice urself for him or her..people will say u are dumb ..saying u are imature and laugh at u ..but actually they shud say "yeah i will support u ,that is how u think for others.." i am not saying sacrifice mean die for others..it mean sacrifice time and energy for others..come to think of it..can u live alone??can u work out alone??if u just sacrifice time for others..ppl will sacrifice time for u too..then thing will be much easier in passing ur suffer life time..

being selfish is something that i will never agree for my lifetime..i do not take ppl for granted and i did my very best for them..of coz it do not mean u go and sacrifice for every stranger u ever met..but at least for someone that acknowledge u or u had acknowledge them..if u take them as someone in ur life.then dun take them as a toy..trying to ease ur boredem or as ur helping hand onli..it is so evil come to think of it..live for urself in a pure way and live with others is the onli right way to live..

not trying to pastor..dunno why feel like fucking everyone that oppose me..