wow..i am just back from concert..KU MOU FEI YONG!!!it is a blast !!well both of them are talented singer..well meeting them is such an honour..and their voice..i will nvr be like them for my whole life..i wonder how they have such a marvelous voice..maybe they are born to be like that..miriam as always like a childish girl..i like the scene when everyone call her to sing "mou lai"(a song from ronald cheng)..haha..i wonder what happen between both of them hehe..everything bout her is cool..look..sound..body shape and the right height..haih..i guess i will nvr get such a girl that is so damn hot!!..beside that ..leo is not bad..his voice is every single man dream to have..i dunno others ..but i really do..so i wont chock or break the glass and windows during karaoke..hhaha..140 ringgit to see two talented hong kong atress and singer is worth it..and also the stage..it is created very unique..even though it is simple..but they be able to build out the unique in them..well one thing i not satisfied is the PA system..i cant hear they sound clearly..maybe it is indoor..oh well for those who dont know the venue..the concert is at bukit jalil putra stadium..well the traffic is alright compare to other stadium..i really recommend anyone who want to have concert in malaysia please go to this stadium..because it is much more easier for me and others..haha..i went there with michelle , sok keng and fiona..meet up with ruey ying and patrick..Leo Ku said a phrase where i think quite interesting.."a concert purpose is not onli to look at ppl on stage..but it is a function to gather everyone important to join an event..the main character is not always ppl on the stage..but the night is for u "well my friend who went the concert with me..honestly not very close..but i imagine what it will be if it is her..well then i start to imagine thing that really break my mood in sudden..haih..important ppl is always the one that break my heart..why am being so unlucky..well forget bout that larh..

the day is not 100% fun after all..because i miss a fren birthday party..the beast of CHs once..haha..now continue his career in taylor as the "beast of taylor" hahah..well happy birthday to him..wish him good luck in everything he do..and may god bless in your happy relationship..and may our frenship last forever..i am sorry anyway cant be able to attend..i have to chose the concert..because it cost more than your haha..i poor marh..cant throw money to water just like that..haha..well thats all for now..picture currently in ruey ying there for the concert..i nvr take picture because it is not allowed..and the small ruey ying be able to sneak in his high tech slim camera that make me feel like stealing..haha..picture will be uploaded as fast as possible..but i onli got the photo of the stage..due to the spotlight to bright..we cant take the picture of the two main character..but as i say the stage is cool..so enjoy larh if u wan!!

this 2 days really in a bad bad mood..what the hell gone to this world..i feel that i nvr been lucky in everything i do..i try to make thing happen..but what i get is rejected and all kinda lama excuse that fuck my whole mood for the whole day..why ppl cant acknowledge me by looking at what i have done for them..come on guys..i am not born to do something for u!!!apreciatte what i done for u before and dont keep fucking me like hell when i did not do a single matter that blown your mind..i am not a born maid kid that will do anything even throwing my life for all u ppl..please!!!dun ever use me ok..i am helping u with heart..dun ever try to use and make me like a fool..u will need to pay with interest i bet u!!!dun play with my feeling...i am a human with emotion..being played and used by u all these fuckers was not fun at all..dun tell me that u are trying to kidding with me..if u do..u dont know where the chibai limit is..as i said,dun think i will not feel anger..i dun feel anger because i know u never want to see it ok..dun force me!!!i got no chance to hesitate screwing u up..when anyone pass through my limit..and my limit is not as big as u see..u son of a bitch..i feel like killing all this jerks one and for all..my hand is itchy..itchy to kill and to whack anyone that is playing with feeling..i hate ppl with such attidude..i wont give any face ..even if he or she is same bloodline with me..trust me i am not a enemy u wanna make..and i can prove it, if u dun believe..beware ..

well this is a picture of me and jacklyn and below is me and daniel hahah..

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dude..today dont know why..cant sleep well hahha..keep on having illusion every hour during midnight..so scary..maybe i got mentally problem..well wake up quite early because sleep lot yesterday..as usual ready to school..drive to school and meet up with same person ..clover and nurul..well clover kinda sad cause the registration paper been stolen..the club lost 7 ppl contact..wonder how to contact them for next meeting..haih..today jackln and daniel will visit our school for a photoshoot..hahah..for u all those who dunno..both of them are the winner for malaysian idol..well..i did mention on the previous post that i have been chosen to become the model and i will be taking picture with them!!!hahah..for those who crazy bout him or her..please dun kill me..i am shock either..well both of them are nice ppl..we(those model) were kinda stiff since THEY are the MALAYSIAN IDOl!!!..hahha..they try to make us comfortable with them..i am so annoyed when jackln say she is fat when her body shape show that she is as thin as rotan..well girls is always crazy bout body shape..haih..the photo shoot turn out well..the picture i will upload later in case u ppl wan to have a look..currently i took some personal picture with them..so enjoy!! then out college got a bunch of ppl from LUMIX company promoting their product(digital camera )and finding participant for photo editing..and they do survey..hahha..here is the funny part..they call me to do a survey..then i say ok..just help them out larh..since i got nothing better to do..3 hours of break haih..then they tell me to take a picture..i say ok also..but got condition..there is a lot of expression inside a box.i have to randomly choose one..i choose "cute Face"..then i have to make some cute expression for the photo..i try my best to do one..but after taken..i feel like it is more like a ghost expression..hahah..well they said they will call us at 3 if i win the prize..then i think that..how can i win with the stupid look...and guess what..while i having physic class..i got a call from them!!i win!!..so i rush down to collect my pprize..it is a VIDEO CAM ....CAse only hahha..i ask them"can i have the dumb photo back??" they said.."no we cant, we will upload it on the web"...i stunn!!!hahah..well the photo i will look for it and upload it here..to let u all have a laugh..haha..

that all ppl see ya around..

BUMMER~~

well today is really shock..go to college and shock because Dziya wear the same attire with me..orange shirt and blur jeans..he look like my brother..too bad he is malay hahha..well do titration in chemistry class..kinda fun..it different with those we do in high school..we do everything more accurate..slightly mistake have to do all over again..after the chem class..out dance club recruitment drive is a success..lot of people join this club..well maybe the college is too down..that why they join for some entertainment to do..well get to know some fren..find out that the college is not bad after all..the student are frenly and never as bad as i think before..through this recruitment..get to know my classmate more better..we have fun and we work well together..they are the best team to work with..seldom quarrel lorh..haha that my favourite..the most shocking thing is when i am giving flyer..Janet(the student service council) come and ask me and Clover.."do u wan to be the model of this college?"..then i ask .."why me??" ...she said.."because u got the college look"...i am stunn!!! in high school i am used to being call as lala chai or samseng look if u dun understand..now college look???hey i promise i nvr do face surgery!!!hahaha...then me and Clover just agree with it..and the shocking thing ever..we get to take picture with Malaysia Idol contestant..coool!!!i hope to see jackly victor...hahaha..thats all for today..i got to sleep liow..

well it been a long long long time since the day i blog..well i just going to resolve what happen this few months...at january nothing much happen..everyday gotta go work from morning to night in a computer shop..well it is not boring place to work..at least i learn some stuff bout the accesories for computer to broaden my knowledge..knew some fren and manage to learn something from them..well what i regret most is i nvr get to spend more time for myself..anywhere my fren when..i will always reply "gotta work,sorry for that"..and relationship with fren nowadays gotten worst and worst..maybe one day i should really do something bout it..college started..for those who dunnno where i am studying..i am in SEGi college...it just beside summit shopping mall..feel free to come look for me...well unbelieveable ..my class onli got 7 ppl currently..mostly of them going for march intake..what does it mean>??it mean i am going to be boring for few months..haih..knew some fren from melaka and some from kedah..it is very cool..i nvr been so close fren with indians and malays..not mean i am a racist guy..just that u know lahr..in catholic..dun really got the oppurtuniy..all chinese what!!!..however bout college study is always the most important..manage to keep up with it..hahah..but i dunno can stand how long when my endurance last..

after that is chinese new year..haih..nowadays new year nvr got any better..just going worst and worst..cannot feeel the environment at all..and the ang pau is smaller than last year...ish ish ish..but anyway it is still good nothing bad happen..since there is rumors that who born in the year of dragon will got bad luck..geezz scary...after that is zhen cui party..not bad larh..get to see old fren..chat and know how they going..so glad they doing fine..when yee ming plan to go clubbing..i am reallye excited bout it..i wonder what does it feel..hahah..thing nvr went well..when we reach just outside the door..the whole bunch dun feel like going in anymore...is this somekind of prank or anything..at first i was kinda angry..but well..i have to understand they are not interested in place like this..it is unreasonable if i force them to go in..just if there is the next time..please inform us that u dun feel like goin ok.!!!..after that is bing party..it is a bang ..feel so glad to see her..eventhough i just met her a few days ago..i wonder what she feel..haih..why is everyone said that i am drunk..i am no drunk at all..i can still count to infinity ahahha..come to think bout it..i am not even 30 percent drunk yet..i drink too little...

that goes for today update..i promise that i will update frequently..even though nobody gonna read it ...because the feeling of talking to my past is not a bad feeling after all..see ya