the 9th peejay scouut 2005 

telmatch

wow..it is over..my worry and also my stress..well it still a failure anyway ..guys i am sorry i cant bring a perfect planning for all of u all..i just hope u can still enjoy the fun in this telematch..fellow scouts..thanks u all very much for helping me..i know that u all dun have a heart to do it..but when i insist u all still come and help me ...thank you all..!!! and also sorry for my temper and also inefficient..i hope u guys can forgive and still let me plan stuft with u all..haha just like campfire!! hehe...

the important ppl i wan to thanks also to her..she stay by my side and support what i did..i know i am not treating u very well..but i am impress when u still by my side..i swear that i will apreciatte u more than ever and more than last time..hope u forgive me ..i know u might not see this blog..but it is ok..i will prove it..so one day when u read my blog..u will know the reason ...love u.!

well kim party is a blast.!! she rox in every way..hhaha..(you know what i mean) well it should be a nice party..but my tiredness after the telematch influence my mood toward the party..well wish u the best in your birthday..

well the thing to do now is prepare for the scout master lecture..actually i have high hope for it..but i dun think it work well after i fuck a king scout in front of his boy..i dun think he will pass me..well forget bout it zw..scout master is not your way anymore..got to go now liow larh...thanks everyone ...and miss her..

haih..

things been bad..no mood now..wanted to spread out..wanted to fly all the way..dun wanna be here..dun wanna stay as a puppet..i dunno what does it mean??am i doing wrong all the way..am i too immature..why thing alway gone worst worst and only worst came to me..i wonder i did anything wrong when i am trying to make things better and calming myself with others..and why when problems occurs..i am the one they seek..why am i the one they think is the problem..how can they be so sure in just a few minutes..while i do stuft is 100 times longer than it..am i stewpid???am i dumb??..i am not satisfied..why am i being look dowm..why is discrimination is so popular..and i am the fucker victim for it..ppl always say karma stuft..i wonder who am i and what i did..i am not satisfied once again..i never have any evil deed before but geting all the evil response..i hate it man ..u fuck!! do not think that just because u are much older than me..it means i have to respect u...remember!! i only i respect someone but at first he or she should respect me!!! what have u done!! come in and fuck me like nobody busines..and dont even let me sound my ideal and thinking..what gone to this world???consideraton..understanding..love...is this only those word using for essay and to fake somebody???then if it is so...why is hot temper..not understanding..and inconsideration work in reality..am i suppose to got those evil deed..in order to survive this condition..till now i nvr even thinking of revenge or anything..is this what and how u treat me !!!i saying to you GOD!!!prove to me i am wrong./!!!dont believe in you doesnt mean u can do bad things on me!!!!if u doing all those stuft all the way..you should take the name god out i suggest!!...

exam...

well it been a while liow lorh..school reopen..eveything back to normal..i guess gua..well today finally receive almost all of my paper..some improve and some nvr improve..some drop..well my feeling also dunno should be happy or not..but i still feel ok because for those i hope to improve..greatly improve..this i think will motivate me to study..heheh..good job zw..well yesterday drew a picture to publish in the school magazine..this ideal is ying hui give wan..well nto i trying to show off my drawing skill..just wanna leave something on the magazine..well i also dunno why..when it comes drawing i will surely draw the picture of anime heheh..

telemtach coming up..seriously i am very worry..because havent gotten approve by some asshole..yeah she is..now onli realize how irresponsible our teacher will be..they dun give a damn bout us..promise to read the proposal..but nvr read..yeah!! i know u are busy..will u mind to read it in house..are u busy having midnight activity with your husband!!!well that is impossible..who wan u!!!if i am her husband..it will be the greatest regret of my life..you bitch!!!i will give u a last chance u asshole..

anyway time is running up..a lot of thing i can feel is coming..dun wan to think other stuff..that is not helping me wan..i wan to do what i can do now..haih..eventhough sacrifice something..well i can sacrifice everything now seriously..because there is no hope for such dream..thing proven that i must be treated such a way..oh well..then i have to accept it lorh..i am alright!!! i am cool...well lot ppl birthday is coming up ...like Pin Pin , Suk Hui and many others..wish u all happy birthday and take care!!!...

p/s...zhen cui i seen the picture liow..u look great!!!i am serious here..say u fat fat all is kidding onli larh..dun mind my words..anyway u should know that rrite!!! hahaha ,..being my daughter at least also got some quality wan...ehhehe...

see ya !!!

haih...

wow..it finally a week liow..well thing going not bad larh..but arh..got some kind of sien..and then some kind of worried..some kind of scary..some kind of stunned..miz feeling all in one time also can.!!
haha..maybe tuition till gila gila liow..well watch a lot nice nowsadays..bought a few dvd ( not porn larh ok) like around the world in 80 days, one miss call , mission impossible and also x-men 2..very nice show indeed..and then i realize one thing..that all the movie i love to watch is either action or animation wan...hahah..i dun realize till my sis tell me...and also 1 thing ..i hate love story ..haha it kinds bored i think and i also thought it is not realistic at all and it wont happen in real world..hhaha...sorry of i offended anyone!!!

haih..spm coming damn scare lerh..maybe have to work hard liow..cannot like that..zw !! wake up from dream hahaha...ok larh ..come and crap here onli larh...
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fake

yo today post title..F-A-K-E..hmph..very popular recently..what is the real meaning of being fake?..let us give u an example..A talk bad about B in front of C..and A talk bad about C in front B..haha..that means..A is faking..A is not standing for its own..but is faking really mean A is bad..actually there is a positive side and also negative of it..A maybe dun wanted to hurt the feeling of her/his both fren so he/she decide to fake in front of them..conclusion "he/she work with the situation"..this way she/he stand in the positive side...but if A is only trying to raise and increase the anger between B and C..he/she is in the negative side..

well sometimes we got no choice..we have to fake ourself to make sure thing go right..if u are in the negative side..of coz u are deserve to get scold by people..but for the others..dun scold ppl b4 u find out anything..he/she might be in the +ve side ok..the one faking might think about your feeling so he/she fake..get it!!!

arh..this luck for on me always..getting scold and misunderstood..well vic and zcui..u ppl are right..tomoro is a brand new day..i know..so i am okay..but i gotta do something bout it..i cant let myself being misunderstood..but i am wondering what could i do..being back to myself??let me tell u ..it wont work..really..ppl will call u to choose between 2 side..either go for B and C..u cant stay in both side..i dun like to stand in any side..i love to go along with anybody..so i am always in the middle of everything..hahha..being fake??i can be fakest ppl of all..but i nvr harm anyone..i do that just to obey the situation..

anyway ,others plz understand and dun be so selfish larh...take care u all somemore get scolding..use your brain!!!use your brain haha...as for zcui and vic..i am alright really..i am as happy as ever..the crazy and stewpid wei is always around muahhaha...

time for a good nap!!! see ya ...leave a tag will you!???

yo finally...

hey people..i dunno you wether u like the song of my blog a not?? but i love it very much..actually these song are from a game call "kingdom Hearts"..well it is a great game in PS2..i bought this game last year..and i left it till this year..hahha because i thought it is some kind of lame game..well it is not..it is a nice game with very unique battling style..

and also one thing very special..there is a lot of final fantasy character in it from like aeris,cloud, yuffie,cid in final fantasy 7...squall and selphie from final fantasy 8 ..wakka, tidus from final fantasy 10..hahah great..i am a final fantasy freak muhahha..guess what!! the great sephiroth from final fantasy 7 became the optional and hardest boss to fight wow!!! i love his new costume with single wind on his shoulder..and holding his long yamato..

beside final fantasy it also got character from disney...like goofy,donald, mickey,miney, daisy,pluto..hercules..aladdin..peter pan..and many more..hahha what can u expect ...kingdom heartts is the production of "SQUARESOFT" and also "DISNEY INTERACTIVE"...

today morning i just finish the game..well very nice ending..love it so much..well then i check through the homepage of this game..and i find out it is going to publish a new game call "kingdom HEarts 2"...cant wait for it..

anyway this game is very meaningful..it is about every darkness in every single deep heart..well i kinda agree ..but i also agree a phrase that is inside this game..that is "in the deepest darkness u will always find a light" so everyone that is feeling being unlucky or think u have no "light" in your life..dun worry..there is always "light" in every single corner of darkness..bless u all..!!

anywy i gtg now..i am just babling with my new game here..because it cause me brain and time hahah...i going to post a picture for it..

warh...yeng!!! 

final fantasy 7 BEFORE CRISIS 

logo of it...cant wait for it!! quick 

square-enix new Final fantasy game ...final fantasy 7...DIRGE OF CERBERUS!! 

yoyo!!! i wan all of it!!! 

warh...hope to own one of 3!!!