things conitnue..

yeah maybe i am not great..maybe i am not something that is good to become anyone predious..but i am a human too..i got a heart..with emotion..i can share anything ..i can give anything...i can sacrifice anything..but is it like i am the onli that doing stuff like that..am i really not worth to being care of..to being consider of..i dun understand..i am doing nothing wrong..but why thing go wrong on me..why they wanted to rush up those negative feeling on me..to hurt me ..make me look down on myself..feel myself so cheap ..like a rat walking on the street..no one mind dead or alive..why???what is the use of helping..understanding ..and also caring..i got nothing in return..well that is what school teacher teaching us..not to ask back something when u sacrifice to ppl..but all the while i am not asking i just hope ppl sto giving me hard feeling..stop giving those shit that ruin my mood..my emotion..my entire heart is aching..cause those great thing u been giving!!!what this all about!!!! am i really not worth being look up..if i am really not!!! then tell me who the shit is i..all the while i been hoping to receive the best from u..but is this how u treat me ????is this how u return my love ..my care???why??tell me...what the fuck!!!