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hey!! its been very long since i last blog..busy with test and revision..
well even though next week still got test..i just feel like i am going to blog about something here.. i find out something very special nowadays..peoples tend to never apreciatte your good deeds.. i am not being a perasan ppl here..i know i help lot of ppl out there..and i help them good!!real good!!..but seriously i know i shud not ask much in return from them..and i never did!! but what i hope u ppl do appreciatte my sacrifice and i waste time and lotsa thing just to ensure u get through ur fucking life better..

i know some of u people will just say "thanks for your help,gonna apreciatte what u do!!" dun bull shit ok !!!..i mean..if u can say all this thing then please be responsible to it..some people might think.."alah he got appreciatte u wan !!u think too much"..this is also nonsense..i can sense man..we can be able to sense all sort of emotion and feeling..and it kinda obvious..if u ppl that said such thing before..ask yourself wether u cold-blooded or someone lack of sensitivity..

i am being piss off ..just dissapointed.. lot of incident telling me that u sacrifice is for shit..and my sacrifice seem to be so worthless..not even a penny..the most funny part is when ppl laugh at what u did so much for them and claim myself as a "water fish"..that is the fuck thing...

be respoinsible to your fren and please appreciatte them if they do so much just to let you live better..dun laugh and underestimate ppl like them..they might be the one that hold your key for future..and it is their decision to open the lock for u ppl ok!!!...

nowadays parent is going really wild..they are going out of control..i heard my mom telling me that my aunt just curse her daughter to die early and wish her daughter got rape or something..well that is so evil..i mean ..i know u are the mom ..u suffer for 9 months just to born her..thats why u think u got the rigth to make her die or alive...but what do u think when your mom do it u??will u feel sad..i will feel like killing everyone in my path down the road when i get so pissed of and run away from home..

parents shud think more their children side and dun so arrogant larh ...stupid little small thing then grounded alrady..but their main reason just dun wan u waste money at outside and many thing larh ..now and this very moment ..damn dissapointed man ..to heard so news and been crush by so many incident..then i will start being moody and dun feel like doing anything..

meanwhile..i also will think a lot ..ppl will keep telling me.."why u think so much ,,dun think!! be happy !!"this is so stupid..it is a problem lorh?!!!!will u be happy when u dun think the asnwer for your question in the SPM paper??no right ..once a problem is not conclude..i will not stop thinking..even u ppl think i am right or wrong to think this way..is to let u think!!! none of business..dun call me dun think..even if i think for the sake of u ..then u shud be glad..and be apreciatte like what i said above..dun nagging here and there tellling me i am dumb..very annoying lorh ..imagine..u help another so much and make yourself suffer..u of coz expect some grateful ..but in the end he tease and laugh at u !!..what u feel!!! ..damn shit right..even u dun feel like telling him or her u are grateful..at least keep your mouth shut when he or she is thinking..it do help !!..please understand..maybe it wont for some..but mmajority will ..that "some" of ppl in my opinion is just someone that not responsible to their life..

something even worst is i feel that ppl that is more "licik" really love to play people feeling..and they are the one that getting the most attention..i dunno why when some of them think the "feeling-player" is so evil..they still intend to go near them and chit chit chat chat...it is so obvious he or she just wanna main main and use u for him or her to go higher and pulling u down..so dun tell me u dunno anything!!! hate some girl that after break up say something like "he play me!!i dunno he play me" is it that hard to see thorugh ppl hearts??or maybe i used to it already ..but saying on those ppl who still go near them ...i am also one of them..so i shud knock my head sometime in a while to change some stupid habit...

oh yeah one more thing..i hate innocent and cute ppl nowadays..being a lad for 18 years..i never feel so humilated before ..and i being humilated just because she got that damn fucking cute and innocent face..that make everyone think i rape her whole family !!!i guess none of u ppl will gonan understand the feeling..never judge a book by it cover..so i wont just pity any ppl who act innocent...i will give them one strike and smash on their face i tell u !!!(beside baby larh )..