GUY'S PMS

once a while do u ever feel u are extremely down for no particular reason..feel like throwing of urself to a deserted island or throwing everyone of ur island?? then u will got a little unsociable attidude come out from u ?? feeling angry for very tiny miny things?? and when the time u got really boring u will start thinking negatively ..and feel like the world owe u too much and u cant think of any reason to survive anymore.. well i do dare to admit that recently i do have this feeling..and the feeling is totally sux..

but right now..this morning when i just woke up..i feel much better ..like a brand new day ...like everything that u been thinking recently is just rubbish..and now..in front of the com i am thinking why human is like that( dun tell me all the crap that u dun like ..i bet my life that u once in lifetime u will be like that ~~~kaka) ..we can be so weak a seconds ago and the next second we feel so spirit that we can finish up the whole KFC brand new fish burger and telling urself how lucky u are to be in this world~~

let leave the girl aside..because to make thins simple ..we can just assume they PMS since sience prove there will be big diff of girl with PMS and no PMS..

how bout guys???i dun think we got this PMS thing..all we got will be onli another PMS which stand for "poor man suffering" when ur girlfren of wife got PMS..u get it..???understand marh???

well..i did ask some of my guy fren(chill man~~i no gay) did they ever been through or is it onli me??99% of them got and 1% say no..which i dun really trust him since he just being bossy and trying to get attention..kaka..

the reason got mostly from them is when they were too boring so they spend their lifeless time thinking bout all this stuff...and some ppl say they feel the pressure and stress from all the study and working blah blah blah..nothing to conclude in this lame post..i just wan to know is there anyway to cure this kinda disease because it really sux~~

dun mind this lame post..i am just boring waiting for my dinner...but if u dun mind...just give me a little suggestion of what happenning muyakakkkakka

REVOLUTION

Yesterday night after receving call from yue ying ..take my car key and blast to magical theatre restaurant which is just in front of piramid..actually we are not SUPPOSE to be there because i am just wearing a t shirt and a short pants..and patrick onli call us to go for mamak store..when i pick up yue ying ..this is the conversation

yue ying : hi
me : yo, so now we going where??
yue ying : Let's go look for selyn working place to drink??
me : u know where??
yue ying : i dun know..but just now she call us to look for her..but it is somewhere near piramid..
me : oh ok, give her a call and ask where is the specific place then..

*yue ying call selyn and ask where the place but yue ying is so stupid that she still dunno where the place is after selyn explain so many time...stupid me for not asking yue ying to pass me the phone..end up we follow the direction given by yue ying then TADAH ..we reach .. MAGICAL THEATRE ...

yue ying : this is the place??
me : u wan me to go in this place with my attire now???why dun u tell me is MTR just now???
yue ying : i do call u guys to wear nicer because selyn say dun embarass her...
me & patrick : u did not!!!
yue ying : sorry i forgot!!!

*that is typical yue ying we always know and dumb as well...cant blame her..she is born with an EQ lower than zero...

the girl at ur right...EQ negative!!!

back to the magical thingy..so we got in and selyn shock!!

selyn : why so cincai??

me : thanks to her...*pointing at yue ying*

selyn : oh ..i understand kekeke..

this place is always i wanted to come..not desperate wan to come larh..just wan to try their food and hear some song and also see some magic..tht time it is really late so magician is not around so we have a couple of beer and few chit chatting ..

selyn talk to us as well..and patrick spot one of the waitress and wanted to know her so he seek for selyn help ..kekkee..and the amazing thing we got from selyn is all the waitress is onli 15!! and the manager is onli 17!!! and they can do wonderfull result for SPM and PMR..what a bummer..then patrick spotted wan is just 15..so he say dun wan ..since it is ilegal to do anything to anygirl below 16 !! hahaha...

i wonder one thing..how can they be so smart for them..for me studying is already very hard and my result is like shit while they got superb result even working from 7pm - 1 am ..impress!!

nowadays i feel that new generation kinda different from us..smarted ..more active and lots more..it is like they are the new version of human kind..oh my god!!! we are the old freaks..blame those new formula milk when they are still baby...

what is going to happen in future???all smart human turn to alien ..???

even the baby nowadays is more than just a silent baby..they are CRAZY

RK HOUSE DUN SELL PORK

This is freaking funny!!!!

REVOLVING CIRCLE..SOMETHING THAT I CANNOT BREAK....

actually all this been a while..i do not expect people to know what i am thinking..even it bring lot of difficulties for me..i do not have companion to tell out what deep down in my heart has been store..and of coz increase the pressure and also emotional time where i feel like breaking down..

recently i start to feel that people intend to be selfish..and in another way around i feel being drag down by their selfishness and create more mentally trouble for me..but in order to keep my smile and cheerfulness..all this crap i will just pull it harder to bottom of my heart and lock it up..just the thing is i dunno when is time that my "store room" going to be fully occupied..even if it really burst out one day ..i guess i will be alone that time too..

my life is just a destiny followed ..i got parents that i really afraid of..with a responsible parents and also knowledgable sister and being the youngest member in this family..i got to follow the fate that is given..that make my disaster repeat and repeat withought limitation..it is not that i wan to ignore what they ready for me..it just that what they did is not wrong..but it just not my way..not the fate i want..not the destiny i hope for..

lets talk about fren now..all the while ...i got a major changing of close fren..i really get a little tired out..i mean all i wan is one and onli one to go through my hardship all the while..someone that i can trust..someone that i cannot lose..but still it is still unfortunate for me now..i used to be someone that always cheer ppl up..but deep down i really hope somebody will do that to me as well..make me look like a small kid and also shoulder to cry on..acting like a baby..ppl tend to say i am veru big ego...i guess lack of love make me become what i am now..stand strong for ppl and also myself..but is still something i wan ..i dun wan to be look high..i wan to be normal and pure individual..

if there is a chance i can be reborn i hope to change totally to another person..i mean being rebellion..daring to do something i like and also make my own world ..at this time changing is really too late to do it ...for me at least..i try and try and try..but it wont happen and i know it wil not for future..with my fate and also destiny holding and settle everything for me ...

u know..it really nice to blog at this time since no one starting to take care of my blog..so nobody will be able to read...even if they do ..u might get offended ..dun mean to offended anybody..i might be refering to anyone here..just dun do the perasan..if u really care me as a fren or a family please respect my think,blog and my action..for stranger..this is not a good blog for u serve through..if it happen this link is in ur favourite ..then delete it out..it dun mean that much for the blog to stay ...

no matter what i said..i dun mean to take my life as a low life and sad life..i just have to fix myself to cope with how it is..at least the world still remain an positive mind thinking for me ..to let me got desire to live on..i do not know what will happen in future..it will change or not..but i do get a few percentage of how it might be..but not all..so i dun need advice like life will be better..i am still a positive asshole k(i repeated twice)..

ok larh ..i guess thats all for today..my heart and eye are bigger now..to be able to see thing clearly and i finally got to taste the feeling of darkness that erupt all over me..but i believe there is still light within darkness..it just see i can be able to reach or not..if it do..i will cherish who i am more..but if i dun ...i will wish a good luck for myself..conclusion.....................i just wan to be a better man and average as well......

wow..its been so long since i updated my blog..nvm larh..nobody read it anyway..hmmm..it still january right???so i will talk about this year a bit larh ..hmm..just a few weeks after 2006 ..i can feel the changes that happening..lifestyly and way of thinking..i do not know is good or bad..but i think is so no good!!!

oh my god..another year of like that really cannot stand at all...add on somemore got so many hard subject..i really hope to graduate early..i feel like i am in some kind of jail..un able to accomplish any single thing..and bring trouble to myself ..i feel kinda moody..i feel i am too average too accomplish what i really wan... it is just impossible to me but my desire to accomplish make me feel useless and dissapointed..all i wan is to be simple and reach peaceful..how can the world give me a harsh situation???where do i need to locate myself and where shud i place myself...

i heard ppl saying that everyone in this world is a small missing puzzle..everyone got their function and dedicated their life to search for the right place for them...wow..but all the time i really wonder am i the extra piece ..or am i the piece that i not needed..i find find find and find...i really do..but the place dun exist for me at every single place..hmmmm...i really do not wan to believe i am actually that unfortunate..i am just too average to be challenge...