haih..

things been bad..no mood now..wanted to spread out..wanted to fly all the way..dun wanna be here..dun wanna stay as a puppet..i dunno what does it mean??am i doing wrong all the way..am i too immature..why thing alway gone worst worst and only worst came to me..i wonder i did anything wrong when i am trying to make things better and calming myself with others..and why when problems occurs..i am the one they seek..why am i the one they think is the problem..how can they be so sure in just a few minutes..while i do stuft is 100 times longer than it..am i stewpid???am i dumb??..i am not satisfied..why am i being look dowm..why is discrimination is so popular..and i am the fucker victim for it..ppl always say karma stuft..i wonder who am i and what i did..i am not satisfied once again..i never have any evil deed before but geting all the evil response..i hate it man ..u fuck!! do not think that just because u are much older than me..it means i have to respect u...remember!! i only i respect someone but at first he or she should respect me!!! what have u done!! come in and fuck me like nobody busines..and dont even let me sound my ideal and thinking..what gone to this world???consideraton..understanding..love...is this only those word using for essay and to fake somebody???then if it is so...why is hot temper..not understanding..and inconsideration work in reality..am i suppose to got those evil deed..in order to survive this condition..till now i nvr even thinking of revenge or anything..is this what and how u treat me !!!i saying to you GOD!!!prove to me i am wrong./!!!dont believe in you doesnt mean u can do bad things on me!!!!if u doing all those stuft all the way..you should take the name god out i suggest!!...