holiday...finally..

well it is the 29th of may and also the beggining of two weeks holiday..phew..no teacher and no early waking ..no rushing for homeworks..but too bad got lot of tuition..it is not almost everyday but it is everyday!!!hhaa..nvm lar..since i will not ever study myself..guess i have to depend on them to help me out..hehe..good luck for myself during spm trial and gerak gempur!!

i dunno is it a good stuft to let her be like this..i said that i am alright..yeah i do feel alright but not all..such decision currently still fine for me..but i dunno wether it could stand forever..what will i be thinkin when i see her..what will i do..am i gonna change???or am i gonna stay like just like that..i am quite satisfied with who i am and what i am now..i just a little quiet..i guess she still misunderstood a little..i dunno how to explain to her..i guess i just have to prove something..but the problem is how to prove??since she is the one that misunderstood me at the first place..i nvr tell her she is misunderstood me..i dunno why..maybe i dont feel like explaining..i feel like it not going to be any use..just hope she realize what i am ..what i do.. is not what she is thinking..i need not think too much liow..sometimes i expect her to be observing me..y am i always the one who got misunderstood..nvm i am used to it..i got no feeling when in this condition..numb...come on..for heaven sake..why am i so unlucky ...( people around...dun understand nvm ..i am alright!!)

got to for dinner..why i am telling lie to protect others..and why i cant really find someone that know i am caring them and use my ability to protect them..why they always think i am doing bad stuft..why??? i really hope there is someone to tell me..this hope been too long...still i nvr get an answer..i guess..there is no such ppl that is like that..forget is zw..there is no hope for such wish..just good luck for yourself!!!...seee yaaa..