misunderstood..

well sometimes i have to really know the meaning of understand..i know what it is written in the dictionary..i dont get it..i realiuze i dun get understand by people..through such condition..i realize i start to not understand myself..sometimes i will love thing i hate b4..sometimes i hate somethings that i love most..i often the one who got misunderstood..

what i mean is always get turn around by fren family and relative..i dun get it..for my hard work is really for them..for their good..but what do i get?.scolding..getting tease..getting laugh..and the most important got misunderstood..i dun like it..so what could do..explain?.what the point explaining someone that dun understand u..and i thought eventhough i explain it wont get any use..they onli thought i am finding some reason!!well i am start being selfish recently..i dun wanted to do so much liow..to get myself out of the word "misudnerstood"..

thing got fine this holiday..nvr get to face up and down in school..school always bring mood swing to me almost everyday..now in house in my room hearing music ..i really get to be in normal feeling..wow!! it been long i never have this feeling..enjoying being lonely..being boring..being silent..that life!! but i know i wont last long with this feeling..past a few days..i guess i will scream for wild life again hahah...

tuition is almost everyday..but i also hope i can do more..that is study for myself..after watching movie gonna read up lot sa thing..hahha...anyway gtg now liow lahr.,..fren that understand me(very few of them)..i am fine..i just dun understand life..must think think think...hhahaha...good luck everyone..