change

well..i dunno i should be happy or not..friend of mine just message and apologize because i said some angry word toward him ..well actually i nvr meant to make thing misunderstood ok ..i am just trying to be joke around onli..well cant blame him..i feel i gone a deep change..i started to find my ownself..which is good!but if my attidude this way make people around me think i am trying to pick a fight with them..it is so bad!that explain i dunno i shud be happy or not..

recently i do feel a change..i start to saying bye to my old self..i talk deifferent..i act diff and i see diff..untill now i still dunno am i doing the right thing..i am becoming fussy of what i wan ..but i do feel a bit cheer up all the time which i dun last time..maybe a change really do bring benefits and in mean time..not at all..i know its true that i shud be acting like myself and never care bout anyone of how they look at u ..well i am very sure that i dun wan my surrounding full with feeling of horror and fear ..so if i really wan to change to someone that make ppl annoyed and misunderstood always..i think i will remain even if i feel better..well people have to make terrible choice at all time..i am really sick of making decision..but thats what life for..so i am still alright with it by accepting who am i and what the god wan from me..i dunno what i am talking in here..

by the way ..THE FAST AND FURIOUS 3: TOKYO DRIFT is hell of a show man!! it surpass the previous wan ..with more action and asian japanese babes..those hot chick is damn fake man!! and the cars is wow!!! and their drift like YEAH!!! hhaha..i wan to go japan...