Place Of Peace

so long of not blogging feel a bit sad also..cant read back what had happen last few months.. recently have been like staying in my own world ..doing my own thing..thinking stuff onli for me..beside playing online game..i am still in online game..have start to quit smoking now.. for those ppl that shock..yeap..i am smoking for the past 2 year.. and now i think is time to say tak nak..costly and bad for health..yeah yeah..i heard it more than million in just 2 years..so i give it a try... never want to be a smoke slave anymore...but its hard..when u have frens that is always asking "want?" and my answer is always SURE!! .. -_-..hehe..a promise is promise..but it just take long..

i realize that i have a commom life style everyday..wake up in the afternnon ..class..home..dinner and game..lastly sleep...due to afternoon class timetable i been facing the com till 4 in the morning everyday..since i do not need to wake up early for class

eventhought is bad for health..but i found it not bad..i sleep all i wan..i do not need to face parents after i wake up(because i will bath and go for class after i wake) and inside my room for the rest of the night..beside dinner time.. i find peace..and understand a meaning of my zen place..(not u zc) the total silence make me feel dominating..and man love dominating..i love this sem seriously...i hope it wont last till this december..i hopes its forever..but due to it..i become a loner which dun feel lonely(will if my com spoil in sudden)...

anyway..got to watch tv dee..today will sleep at most early 4 ..heheh..