today right now on the very morning i am so piss of my sisters...man !!! when something happen i am always the one that got to be blame..for everything..saying me this and that without realizing i am the innocent wan !!!and the trouble they are in is their own problem they produce..this is what happen
around 8 something..when i just reach home after karaoke with college fren and i am so hectic after finishing all assignment last two night and never sleep well..when reach home..sis quarrel with my mom ..as usual..even not my mom wrong ..i dunno what she trying to protect..for me it just kind of childishness in both of them ..mom and sis..trying to be the winner ..and take a family quarrel as a game..frankly speaking, i dun understand why must we quarrel ..is that a meaning of a family??is that something we have to cross over??i can accpet if it is a very big sort problem..but if u argue just to argue..then that is really stupid..at least i think so ...but due to my hectic weak body..i drop dead on my bed ..
around 11 something(sis already outing after quarrel with mom) ..my sis called and said she will be back late and mom dun let her in later on ..so she call me to be awake till she back then while i am still in sleeping mood..after that call my phone battery is empty and i charge it..my phone while in charging ..it wont vibrate and wont give a tone and onli a beep..how u going to expect someone so hectic to be awake with just a beep..and here it goes with 14 miss call from my ass sis..
the next day ..mom finally let her in .i dunno where she went..but i dun need to worry about that..she used to it..the moment i wake up..she been scolding me telling me why i sleep till cant open the door..well if she talk to me nicely..i might give sorry..but heck..he talk like my mom..and unable to understand who wrong at the first part..she should not quarrel with mom..she should go out till so fucking late..and she should realize i am damn freaking tired..why dun she scold my mom??why dun she threw a pillow on her telling her she is a bitch?? i wonder why am i being blame..i am just a small character in this very small matter..and now i got the bad stuff all around me before sleep and after sleep!! i really wanna yell this WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
u know..people tend to dun understand others and never realize their wrong..just like my mom and sis..and ppl dun tend to blame someone above them ...like my sis not scolding my mom..and ppl also love to bully someone without a limit..just like my mom ..just because she in inhappy how my sister quarrel with her..she dun let her in the house onli a reason to make herself happy ignoring my sister safety...
thats all for today ..i just freaking piss now..so i am going to blog a little bout what happening
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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