retire

finally..almost 5 years of enjoyment..we get to stop from being a scout..i really never realize until today that it been so long and honestly i really dont feel like stopping..i wan to go back to form instead and enjoy the scouting life..it is cool..when everyone so innocent..anyway i regret a lot of thing..i never success being good scout..what i know is play and play..now i realize how i love it so much..i even now feeling to be a king scout..haih!! regret now also no use..and also i feel so sorry for myself that i never did well last year..and never get the post i dream of..i shouldn put blame on those who nominate us..because my attidude got problem..well Cheah Chin Fei..when i become a scout master..i hope my change and commitment toward the 9th pj scout will be seen and i do hope to work with u..today is the AGM..miss everyone very much..eventhough i get to see them on monday..but the feeling is diff..hahah..well..i must face it anyway ...next week is the sport day..

cant believe all form 5 in charge of the tent..well i used to think our tent so easily made when i am from form 1 to 4 ..well now ..it is extremely hard haha...well i try my best to do it..and the following day will be the 6 hour lecture of scout master..it will also be my first activity in scout master..i hope i will be a brand new person..not the crazy senior scout..and once again bring 9th peejay scouter council..to another new level of grace..with the other scout master of coz..well actually never thought of being a master since chin fei dun really like..me ..but today he said he give me a chance..well if he is a king sscout..i guess he must somehow got the quality to scold me too..i am very sorry toward him ..and i will do my best..thanks ...9th peejay scout group rocks!!!