wow..its been so long since i updated my blog..nvm larh..nobody read it anyway..hmmm..it still january right???so i will talk about this year a bit larh ..hmm..just a few weeks after 2006 ..i can feel the changes that happening..lifestyly and way of thinking..i do not know is good or bad..but i think is so no good!!!

oh my god..another year of like that really cannot stand at all...add on somemore got so many hard subject..i really hope to graduate early..i feel like i am in some kind of jail..un able to accomplish any single thing..and bring trouble to myself ..i feel kinda moody..i feel i am too average too accomplish what i really wan... it is just impossible to me but my desire to accomplish make me feel useless and dissapointed..all i wan is to be simple and reach peaceful..how can the world give me a harsh situation???where do i need to locate myself and where shud i place myself...

i heard ppl saying that everyone in this world is a small missing puzzle..everyone got their function and dedicated their life to search for the right place for them...wow..but all the time i really wonder am i the extra piece ..or am i the piece that i not needed..i find find find and find...i really do..but the place dun exist for me at every single place..hmmmm...i really do not wan to believe i am actually that unfortunate..i am just too average to be challenge...

well well well...here i am again...heard some earth quake happening in taiwan and make the connection down..dun have the mood to check frenster..dun have the mood to chat because i cant receive some message and ppl cant receive mine either..end up the onli site happening is blog..maybe fate wan me to blog hahaha

well christmas is over..i cant say it is total fun ..but well at least i celebrate..and that make me feel better..not all the year i celebrate alone..but mostly do..i used to stay at home and countdown with my family..but recently years ..i got to go out and crazy with some fren..last year is really a mess hahah..i still remember i being corn by them and end up being the soap of the night..

this year ???ummm..went to the curve..eat japanese restaurant call toh san...some nice some good..and hang out with million of ppl being like a hotdog in the middle of two bread most of the time..the feeling???i just feel like going home..i thought of my mom and my dad..what are they doing??and then i got a call from them..it is bad news because i got scolded reall bad since i drove my mother car beloved car due to my clumsy sis that spoil my car..i found out my mom is alone,..watching tv..dad and sis not around..i hope to go home so much ..to be by her side..but well..i cant leave someone alone in the curve..heheh..

for me malaysian countdown for christmas is not happening..actually i think all countdown is boring ..dunno why..i just dun love countdown..i onli feel being squeeze all the moment..and everyone sharing sweat and touching here touching there...hehehe...sound erotic??u think urself haha..

after everything done..gone home and meet mom..she give me a angry look but end up i am able to make a smile on her face...i got relieved..sis and dad is drunk ..so never wish them at all since i am busy leading them to their bed..hahhha

i know this is the boring post..i dun feel like blogging ..i am just boring right now..and also blur..
i watch two movie straight today ..at 2 diff places..hahhaaa..so understand me larh

p/s : i know my post i really lack of picture and all boring word that no climax and no plan order..but well i am not looking good in photo..and i dun write well.. and i dun blog for popularity..i just blog to express something to myself..OMG..what am i talkign..go sleep first tata..!!

end of year!!

wow..it been so long since i last updated my blog..hahah..sorry everyone...as u can see the clock above..i got my final to take care and it is finally done!!!!and now i am here with a two weeks holiday(even it is short..but it is just enough) and also today we is a christmas eve..

everytime when it is christmas i will think back of what i have done for this year and what do i want to archive for the next year..some years it is good and some is just disaster..as for 2006 is quite okok lorh ..some go unplan..some go smooth according to plan..and some just a major surprise..

thats me in 2006...


just a few more days i will tell uncle auntie that i am 19 ...i am in college year 2 and no more high school major exam..sharing my life to some cousin who is out of high school and blah blah blah..conclusion i am getting the old brother feeling or just old...

well got good go bad..at least i experience something..i learn lot for this 2006 compare to previous years..i gain pain that make me feel the end of the world and also hapiness that make me love myself so much that..which make me become a new aaron saying bye to the old zhien wei..

oh my god..this is getting so emotional and so sad..let stop talking about the old year..lets see what we got for 2007..for my friends that still got contact with me..i am doing diploma and i got a year more to go and i am not flying everywhere until 2008..thats not the main point..the main point is 2007 lots of buddy that is doing pre-u is having their new life and situation at outside uni..i am happy for them that they will have a experience gain that could lead them so much..and i feel sad because i will stick to my dull lifestyle because alone in msian and without them..i bet 2007 wont be any surprise..so everyone please miss me..i dun mind even it just a 0.000001 second..i will really appreciatte that hahaha...

ok larh ..i guess i said too much boring stuff..i know the fun part might be me revealing more about myself..but i cant as i am not those that can tell everyone in public bout my private..hehhe...anyhow..meery christmas and happy new year to fellow world..may 2007 be a good year..and wish me luck ok !!!!!

before leaving ..let me sing a song k???

hohhoho....jingle pau !!jingle pau!! jingle cha siu pau!!!lin yong pau ...tau sa pau....siew mai,loh mai kai!!...MERRY CHRISTMAS HOHHOHHO

(i know it is cacated...but just had dim sum just now :P and thanks caselyn for the wonderful lyric!!!)

i need more presentssss!!!!!

piss

today right now on the very morning i am so piss of my sisters...man !!! when something happen i am always the one that got to be blame..for everything..saying me this and that without realizing i am the innocent wan !!!and the trouble they are in is their own problem they produce..this is what happen

around 8 something..when i just reach home after karaoke with college fren and i am so hectic after finishing all assignment last two night and never sleep well..when reach home..sis quarrel with my mom ..as usual..even not my mom wrong ..i dunno what she trying to protect..for me it just kind of childishness in both of them ..mom and sis..trying to be the winner ..and take a family quarrel as a game..frankly speaking, i dun understand why must we quarrel ..is that a meaning of a family??is that something we have to cross over??i can accpet if it is a very big sort problem..but if u argue just to argue..then that is really stupid..at least i think so ...but due to my hectic weak body..i drop dead on my bed ..

around 11 something(sis already outing after quarrel with mom) ..my sis called and said she will be back late and mom dun let her in later on ..so she call me to be awake till she back then while i am still in sleeping mood..after that call my phone battery is empty and i charge it..my phone while in charging ..it wont vibrate and wont give a tone and onli a beep..how u going to expect someone so hectic to be awake with just a beep..and here it goes with 14 miss call from my ass sis..

the next day ..mom finally let her in .i dunno where she went..but i dun need to worry about that..she used to it..the moment i wake up..she been scolding me telling me why i sleep till cant open the door..well if she talk to me nicely..i might give sorry..but heck..he talk like my mom..and unable to understand who wrong at the first part..she should not quarrel with mom..she should go out till so fucking late..and she should realize i am damn freaking tired..why dun she scold my mom??why dun she threw a pillow on her telling her she is a bitch?? i wonder why am i being blame..i am just a small character in this very small matter..and now i got the bad stuff all around me before sleep and after sleep!! i really wanna yell this WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

u know..people tend to dun understand others and never realize their wrong..just like my mom and sis..and ppl dun tend to blame someone above them ...like my sis not scolding my mom..and ppl also love to bully someone without a limit..just like my mom ..just because she in inhappy how my sister quarrel with her..she dun let her in the house onli a reason to make herself happy ignoring my sister safety...

thats all for today ..i just freaking piss now..so i am going to blog a little bout what happening

DEATH NOTE

today gonna do some review on thing that is interesting..

this post is for those that dun read anime manga(comic) or anime itself..

i am introducin this because everyone seem to so stress at the end of the year for their exam and period haahaha...well proud to present..the hottest manga of the year

DEATH NOTE

here is some of the sipnosis of it

WHAT IS DEATH NOTE

Death Note is a highly popular Japanese Manga series written by Tsugumi Ohba and illustrated by Takeshi Obata. Death Note revolves around the main character Light Yamgami. Light is Japan's Top High School student who has led a boring and uneventful life. That of course changes once Light finds a mysterious notebook entitled, "Death Note". In the beginning Light is of course skeptical, however once he learns that the Death Note is a tool used by the Shinigami's (Death Gods) which has the power to kill anyone who's name is written on its pages, Light decides to use the Death Note to "Cleanse" the world of evil. Eventually because of the unexplainable deaths of reported criminals was noted, Light becomes hunted by the Japanese Police force and a mysterious detective known only as "L". "L" quickly learns that the muderer, whom the public has dubbed "Kira", is located in Japan, and that he can kill by knowing someones face and name. Light realizes that "L" is just as clever, if not more intellegent them himself and begins a "cat and mouse" chase with "L" to see who will be the first to have their identity exposed.

THE END

why must u read this manga??

1)well this is not those fucking long comic liek naruto or bleach it onli have 100 chapters..incase u guys feel it is damn long ..then u must see naruto or bleach which already around 200 to 300 chapters and there is no sign of dropping..at least u wont be addicted when everything end

2) it is about criminal and detective trying to find who is who..the dialog and the story is really interesting and the ittelect of each character is not what to be seen in reality world..u will never think 2 college student like many of us can be able to play trick to fool those adults so much..

3) character inside is freaking hot...light yagami the main character is a charming guy(i am straight!!) and the girls inside is not bad too...so guys and girls ..if u fedup with the not so nice looking guy in planet earth..be fantasy a bit and satisfy your dissatisfaction in this manga..for some freak..the DEATH GOD is really cool..please look at them just in case u are not interested in guy or girl(what are u ?an animal??)

that is all the reason i need to tell u guys..and that is more than enough..in case again u are so outdated..the cinema already use the manga to create a movie..acted by real person in japan..i believe on GSC got the ticket and not TGV..go and have a look before u decide to watch it a not since the movie is onli part one ...and not ended yet..i think it will be more popular than those super heroes spiderman or super man ..

well for more information plese visit... www.death-notes.com

inside got manga and also the anime to be downloaded and also the movie..but it is RAW movie..which mean no subtitle..come on RM 10 wont be much to watch the movie in cinema..hahh..i am not hard sellng this anime..it just that i wan to share with everyone...hope u guys enjoy and love what i introduce..

next post will be reviewing what online game i play...heeheh