dunno

..now..it is 6 am sharp..i sleep so late but i wake up so freaking early..i dunno why..something been starting to bother the way i live..the way of emotion..the way of bringing me to a healthy me..i turning myself to upside down freak..emotionless..and recntly full with sick..i really hope i got to change..but no one really can change how it flow..maybe that is the challenge of my life..to fulfill all of it..with onli me alone and no one to help out..kinda sad..for such a time no one been really giving me a hand in eveything..and even though i tend to make everything right with my own bare hand..no one tend to notice..i am very suffering at first but now i am used to it already..without support and help..i will still stand strong..i dun care..and i will..

girl fight

well for those who read newspaper and aware of news happening..u might know that there is a fight in dunno which school that involve school girl that is recored on the mobile phone..



i wonder what happen to girls nowadays ..violent and full with naive..they think they are so cool by losing their morale and being a beast..and all i heard in the whole clip is "NI YOU MEI YOU CHIANG!!NI YOU MEI YOU CHING"(do u say anything!!do u say anything)

from what the police report..this victim offended the boy friend of this bunch of beast girl..which i cannot accept that reason is enough to beat this girl up..i thought if anyone offended a girl,the girl will onli call her bf which is a triad boss or what to fight for them..i never ever thought the girll will go down on them own and recorded the whole thing up which i thought is stupid enough ..

i think i shud not talk much ..as kenny said.. they will come find me and "NI YOU MEI YOU BLOG!!!NI YOU MEI YOU BLOG!!" ..end up u will see my video being bully by a bunch of violent girls hehe..

nothing cool

what the hell..i write so damn long post end up dc..

carnival of CHS happen yesterday ..due to their 50th anniversary..there is lot if thing to see...scout selling campfire badges and doing amazing maze..and SLAD selling sushi..good for them anyway..i guess both club earn a lot as i hear..michelle class do haunted house and she selling cake too..i am sorry to her for not buying the cake..but i really cant find any meaning buying.i dun waste money..sorry mich..hhaa..but i have to congratulate her for doing well in the haunted house and earn her club as much as 700 right???

saw friend and talk to teacher that i used to hate..walking around to see anything interesting..visit school new facilities and lots more..but anyhow..thing dun go really well..it do seem nice ..but i feel different because maybe we are not the organizer and we are not part of it ..and i dun interested in this event..end up being exhauted and tired of talking and walking..even talking to friend make me feel tired..but not all..at least some unexpected people tend to help me past time..which i feel much alive in the carnical..i dunno why i become so stick to myself all the time..maybe diossapoinment,experience and background build who i am now..well i still try to make life interesting and better all the time..

anyhow somebody leavbe a scratch on my car./.maybe a noob driver i guess..i feel even worst..have to explain to parents and settle thing up ..and no one understand me..guess thats my luck this year ..anyhow i find something that make me feel better..being onli a memeber in student council really make me relive..polictic do happen and glad i am not committee..so i could avoid politic...i always hate politic when people fake to each other..the best example i guess is DR M and PAK LAH for their stupid action that drop the image of the prime minister..they complete destroy the respect i have for them ...good luck and wish them die ealrier..

interesting

something really interesting with my feeling here..i always walking around looking at people..friend family and also stranger..in just an instant i can see what kind person they are by just looking at them..this is pretty kewl..mostly what i seem are right..and i found that people around me ..major of them is not really such an ideal person..they just full of crap in them which i feel irritate just by looking at them..

kinda dissapointed with them ..they dun impress me..onli make me tickle myself..dunno why ..maybe last time i thought analyzing someone with my own thought is not a good manners..now is so diff ..i put tooo much thought on them and also i look too high on them..they are just worst than trash which is so fake..well ppl like them wont be real..haha..so imcomplete human..with flesh and no emotion..

alone is now i should be maintain..what i have now and what i see now..i really feel like wanna threw it away and start my whole thing again..it is so upside down now..lot of thought and that just make me wanna clean it all up..

no feeling to blog and talk anymore..those ppl..u know who..shut the hell up!!

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