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mahai..dulan of myself..now onli find out everyone is blogging..
the world is like 9 out of 10 people is blogging..me also conside as veteran in blogging..
but still no visitor and nuffnang give me shit coz not popular enough...

in case u guys dunno ...nuffnang is a group of ppl distribute advertisement to msia blogger so they earn money ..

yeah..in ur mind must be thinking..i never earn anything..even 0.01 sen...never get it..
every first blog is writing ..."i will responsible for my blog and make it interesting"
gila sial..the first point i start blogging is just act as my diary...and also godzilla (zhen cui) begging...

but now!!! everyone trying to gain popularity...
i kinda think they are naive..but i feel so tempted now...
with money and fame and lot of success people in blogging (kennysia,xiaxue,dawn)
i feel total failure ...mahai!!! anyone tell me how to make this blog alive???
i wan money!!!fame is second need~~~~ hehehehe
should i put more picture??if yes what???
i shud just put my sis naked photo..
narh~~~ i think scare ppl of more!!!
hehehehe
so how????
now go sleep first larh
next 2 day..fucking exam... after that onli think...

hey !! suddenly got an ideal
talk about HINDRAF...hhehehe..the indian finally stand upon all races other than msia to fight for benefit and more benefit!!! we will success and make this msia free of bad people...i never say who right???dun sue me..i no money..onli can sleep!!!!

silly post..no fuck larh k...

caring and faking

sometimes its not feeling so good to being care.. i love the feeling of alone at certain time... it can happen randomly but recently it have become oftenly... i dun like voice ..shouting.. even touching..i prefer being a statue..doing what i like ..like the world only have me..

being care does not mean that they wan to care u always..sometimes it just ppl wan to take u as a subject to pass time, to cure boringness or just being guilty... i dun mind the reason is..and i dun angry of it..but i think caring is not onli express through talking to u often but through reality action to prove that u really are

example.. a friend calls u to see how are u day and night..i dun love it..i prefer u do something , calling me out for dinner and stuff like that..

a little bit of my hint will scare ppl offf..i hint them..and onli they realize "i made him angry , i have to do something" ...i totally not alright with it..if u care then please do it the moment u know i will be angry...dun do something u know what will happen ...dont do something that hurt someone if u know it will hurt them.. caring later..and apologies later will make me look down on u more...

so people..wake up... u are not moving on the right path

(yeap...another silly and not understandable post)

Conversation = No Conversation

have a conversation with dad bout my com

Me : i think something wrong with my com..
Dad: its because of u playing too much till it get virus
Me : Its not a virus..it shut down automatic..i think is hardware prob
Dad: No..it must be virus..the technician says so
Me : the technician sux ok..worst repair skill ever and u think he is god..
i did play ur com like how i play mine ..nothing happen to urs too
Dad:nope..i got lot virus in my com too...after u playing it
Me : thats not virus..it just spyware!!not my fault
Dad: If its not a virus then why it auto off itself??
Me : i feel annoy talking to u..u keep saying its virus..how am i going to talk to u

*leave and walk up stair*

ppl in this society is really something...they see stuff in one colour..no matter what u do to them..it still think that they are right...

conversation really sux..even in family..lets dont imagine society...

Place Of Peace

so long of not blogging feel a bit sad also..cant read back what had happen last few months.. recently have been like staying in my own world ..doing my own thing..thinking stuff onli for me..beside playing online game..i am still in online game..have start to quit smoking now.. for those ppl that shock..yeap..i am smoking for the past 2 year.. and now i think is time to say tak nak..costly and bad for health..yeah yeah..i heard it more than million in just 2 years..so i give it a try... never want to be a smoke slave anymore...but its hard..when u have frens that is always asking "want?" and my answer is always SURE!! .. -_-..hehe..a promise is promise..but it just take long..

i realize that i have a commom life style everyday..wake up in the afternnon ..class..home..dinner and game..lastly sleep...due to afternoon class timetable i been facing the com till 4 in the morning everyday..since i do not need to wake up early for class

eventhought is bad for health..but i found it not bad..i sleep all i wan..i do not need to face parents after i wake up(because i will bath and go for class after i wake) and inside my room for the rest of the night..beside dinner time.. i find peace..and understand a meaning of my zen place..(not u zc) the total silence make me feel dominating..and man love dominating..i love this sem seriously...i hope it wont last till this december..i hopes its forever..but due to it..i become a loner which dun feel lonely(will if my com spoil in sudden)...

anyway..got to watch tv dee..today will sleep at most early 4 ..heheh..

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Micro processor

Processor programming... very hate it man!!dont understand a single thing..

Messy

I wonder do i really love doing all this ?

Sweat

My goodness..what the hell is all this!

Free and easy

Finally i got a chance to relax and just shake my leg..

a day with her, is a night that hope the time stop.. :P

Wanted

Citizen please be aware of this person above..he is the worst crime maker that include rape and murder..run away when you see him! And i know the picture is not clear enough..but the place where he study and the name is stated..every be aware!

Hand

Is hand enough for you to hold?enough to fight back?we dont know..but for me..a hand is barely enough to press on my heart..to relieve pain..i need more pairs of hands..i need yours..

CHS MINI GATHERING

calling ex student of CHS!!!

a mini gathering is held on july ...

the purpose of the gathering is to once look at the memories

we got from high school years...

for any information please refer above!!

and sms or call people in charge in case u got any question!!!

see u guys there!!!

Devil

Small little devil that never stop to cheer my day up..

Samson

My killer..the special way to sit..when you see people sitting like this..its him for sure please revenge for meh?thanks..

Dead

Totally dead off..thanks to samson..and his unique way of teaching..everybody please remember me so that i could rest in peace..goodbye cruel world!

you

cant u see that i am sad???

cant u that i am very different??

cant u pay a little more attention to me?

i onli hope i could get optimum attention and caring

compare to what i did so much for u ...

all i need is just a day where i free from dissapointment..

i am not asking for a day to laugh my lung out..

but a night to let me sleep well and rest well with a smile u put it on..

dun ditch me away ..i am not ur doll..i am not for task

dun tell me u dun treat me that way..

because ur action show me another..

if u take me like how u take me now

and think that it suit me perfectly..

please...think twice..i am same as u ..

i need more than what u think..........

Great Teacher

..lecturer in college are different than high school teacher..in attidude and also the way of teaching..college lecturer attidude is more to a side where their teaching will train a student to face the upcoming society work life..and of coz it is much tougher..today i will introduce a lecture in my life that really thought my something that no mvalue can describe..

the class start at 2 pm every monday..since the teacher is humble enough..just name him "uncle G"for some sort of respect..today class is called microprocessor that is very hard to master..so please honour lecturer below ...

the picture above the time take for me to reach class and also the time the lecturer start the class.. u might think that above is the lecture time while my time is below and u predict i am late..no!! u are god damn wrong..it is the opposite..the lecturer is late!! maybe it just traffic jam lorh..u knwo larh ..city life..


thats him...start teaching at exactly 2 30 pm...(i do not have photoshop thats why i not good in sensoring..and also sorry for the frame..i do not know why my phone cant zoom in normal mode..but it does when in frame mood)

above was the time our uncle G ..go out and have a talk ...maybe some student cum fans is invading the college to get UNcle G signature..so security have to contact him...this is my assumption onli..

later on..after the 10 minutes talk with the guard..the fans might settle down and everything turn alright..i know in ur mind u might predict a lot of watch picture will be out..so to cut thing short..i do this...

first picture : he called us to read some notes given by him ...

second picture: the time he continue teaching after we student read his note..while he doing this>>

dreaming....

third picture of watch shown the time he give us a break ...and the last picture shows the end of break ...later on ...

can u get the point..he is such an honour lecturer that he think that 2 hours of class is too much for us and for him..

the total time he teach us are onli 40 minutes!!!!! 2 hours class become 40 minutes class.!!!

this achievement and confident surpass all the great teacher i tell u man..

and he totally pawn us before the class end : "CLASS CANCEL TOMORO BECAUSE I AM ON LEAVE"

we are stun..because tomoro class is 4 hours class..

malaysian lecture is getting more and more...EFFICIENCY!!!(is this how it suppose to spell???)

update:

i forget to sensor the other 2 pictures of him...arh who care ..like he will read my blog..

life

have u ever thought what is right and wrong real meaning???

are u open minded enough to accept something that is new which everyone disagree??

are u courageous enough to step forward to prove to others that something new works??

are u tough enough to accpet failure and rejection from dearest when something goes wrong??

life is so tough when resistance live inside us..something that stop a normal individual doing something out of ordinary..somethng that slow our dream ..something that oppose our dream..everyone must have more force to overcome resistance which we name it courage..

living a life too ordinary are really a bit too ordinary for everyone..everyone wanted to reach a dream..but one point..will they be onli limited dream in ur life??are u sure dream wont born another dream??if u cant reach all ur dream..will u back to ordinary??

just an example..u satisfied with ur car now??if no..what happen a few years after u changed ur car now??u satisfied with ur new car after so many new model is out??will u wanted to change it again??are u sure u not going to cycle??are u back being ordinary after ur dream car now become ur an outdated car in future???

life is so tough..no matter what u do ..what u think ..eventually it onli bring trouble to urself..living a life is like swimming in the middle of the sea..u dunno where to head..or worst..not even a path happen to be therel...lets take dream as island..will the island be enough??u sure u wont jump down and swim to reach for another island??

everyone is hoping to reach land..we know we can reach land from swimming..but are we capable of doing that with limited and minimal strength and stamina??if u happen to reach the land..are u not exhausted with ur hardwork??will that be nice ??are that all u want???

too much question and answer onli lead to more question..i am not saying bout life become better with no dream ...but is that needed??will that be worthy??is losing less that what u gain??is gain more than what u losing??is something that is loss not important??

hmmm..life...never ever become a better thing..